exhausted.

2 weeks ago i wasn't tired and sore.
today i am tired and sore and extremely exhausted. I feel like I've been on the go ever since.
my schedule should even out soon and i wont be so tired and exhausted and feeling like I've been running marathons all day. wee.

this weekend consists of BBQ's and school clothes shopping. Of course school doesn't start until Sept but its always good to get a head start on what clothes i want and all that. and it'll be nice to actually have some money of my own to spend on things.

until next time.

Things.

• Its July and I am in jeans and a sweatshirt. Excuse me Summer but where did you go?
• Mom bought me a package of cinnamon raisin bagels today. Super dooper love. 
• I got a new job as a Cashier at Carson's. So happy. Finally some spending money.
• There always seems to be a Harry Potter movie on. and Yes I always end up watching it.
• I'm excited to watch the opening ceremony of the Olympics tonight. I hate that the west coast is always the last to watch everything. I wish they would just air a live feed. but sadly they don't.
• I hate the face time app on my ipod. I wish i could delete it, but sadly its not allowed. However i can disable it so now my niece cant annoy me every five minutes wanting to face time. 
• I'm just rambling away now. But yea.
• Ciao.

Coffee mug brownies.

Coffee mug brownies are like crack.
ever since i found the recipe on pinterest and tested it, I have been addicted.
It's like i have to have one every night.
I'm probably going to gain like 20lbs.

I've added a few tweaks to it though, because i like to add peanut butter.
and i ran out of baking cocoa so instead i added a scoop of hot chocolate and a handful of chocolate chips.
It makes a much more gooey brownie, which can be fixed by adding more flour. Unless of course you like it gooey.

Here's my adapted Recipe:

• 1/4 cup sugar
• 1/4 or 1/2 cup flour (depends on how gooey you want it.)
• 1 pinch of salt
• 1 tbsp - 2 tbsp hot cocoa mix
• 3 Tbsp of water
• 2 Tbsp of vegetable or olive oil.
• small handful of chocolate chips.
• 1 spoonful of peanut butter (optional)
• mix together. zap in microwave for 1 minute 40 seconds. 

Try it out and see for yourself. They really are quite addicting.

I need more bloggers to follow.

Good Morning!
I need more blogs to follow here on blogger.
I only follow about 4 and not all of them update daily.
So i was just wondering if anyone has any awesome blogs that they love,
or if they are an awesome blog and would like a new follower?

All suggestions will be greatly appreciated.

I thought summer was supposed to be hot and sunny?

Its Summer.

and I'm in a sweatshirt. 

There is something wrong with this picture.

Don't you think?

Rain in the summer.

Its been raining and thunder and lightening storming for the last three days.

The thunder scares me, but the lightening is a creepy kind of beautiful.

I love how it lights up the whole sky and makes it this purplish glow.

Today its been kind of sunny, with a just a bit of rain.

Its strange, since its the middle of July.

Bipolar weather at its finest.

Too good to be true.

I should've known better.
The ones I like, never really like me back.
I should've known you were too good to be true.

Thanks for losing interest and ignoring me for the past week and a half.
I appreciate it. Not.
the least you could of done is simply tell me that you arent interested anymore.
but no, you just stopped talking and ignored me.

Its okay, one day I'll end up with someone amazing
and I'll run into you while out with him and you'll see how amazing i am,
and you'll regret everything.

I want.

These two items are a must that needs to be added to my closet like yesterday. Like seriously. 

Summer reading.

Every summer I re-read Sarah Dessens books. They are always such a good book to read in the summer. Probably because most of them are set in coastal towns and have a summer like theme to them. Regardless I love spending the summer laying in the sun reading her books. :)

Lazy Blogger.

I am pretty much the worlds laziest blogger ever or i'm just that forgetful that i forget to blog. I'm going with the first and that i'm just lazy.

anyways since its summer i shall try and blog more. :)

quote.

"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step" - Lao Tzu.

To Love..

"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable." - C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves.

Wishlist.

Top 3 Dresses on my, Forever 21 spring wishlist.



1. $19.80                                  2. $11.80                              3. $13.50

It was hard to narrow it down to just 3 choices. I originally had about 11 different choices. The pink striped one is my ultimate favorite and its also the cheapest. Such a good deal.

Work of Art

There isnt an official music video for this song yet. Its one of my newest favorites. I cant help singing along. Rachel Platten has a lovely voice.

Emerald green skies.

I am quite obsessed with buying nail polish lately it seems. I recently just bought this really beautiful green nail polish. Its very emerald like. and very bright which I totally love. and the best thing was that I only spent 99 cents on it. Got to love coupons from Walgreen's.

xo

Up late reminiscing on old times. Photographs filled with memories that hopefully will never fade. 

Word of the month.

Serenity.

se·ren·i·ty [suh-ren-i-tee]

noun, plural se-ren-i-ties for 2.

1. the state or quality of being serene, calm, or tranquil; sereneness.

2. (usually initial capital letter) a title of honor, respect, or reverence, used in speaking of or to certain members of royalty (usually preceded by his, your, etc.).

Synonyms
1.  composure, calm, peacefulness, peace. 
Antonyms
1.  agitation. 

This is me.

I make mistakes. I have some regrets. I don't like being alone. I can't go a day without spilling something on myself or knocking something over. I fall out of chairs often. I never call anyone back. Texting is better. I hate being wrong. I cry at sad movies. I'm a major procrastinator. I like to act a lot smarter than what I really am. I dislike being ignored. I can be quite loud. I sing off key on purpose. Laughing is my favorite past time. I have a fear of snakes. I hate clowns. Stairs are evil. Dancing in the rain is the best.